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Short Memoir Prize: Results 2023

Winners

Short-list

Long-list

 

On behalf of all of us at Fish, we congratulate the 10 winners who made it to the Fish Anthology 2023, and to those writers who made the long and short-lists, well done too. 

Thank you to Sean Lusk, for the time and enthusiasm that he put into selecting the winners. (About Sean’s novel.)

 


 

The 10 Winners:

Selected by Sean Lusk.

 

FIRST

My Mother’s Daughter:
by Anneke Bender  (USA)

 

SECOND

The Dead on Street View:
by Nuala Roche  (Ireland)

 

THIRD

Escape Van:
by Sabine Casparie (UK)

 

 

HONORARY MENTIONS

A Brown Night: by Thelma McGough  (UK)

 

 

Carrying the Griefcase or Death by Overwork: by James Scoles 

 

 


Speaking of Love
: by Kathryn Phelan  (Ireland)

 

 

Of Many Things I have no clear remembrance: by Dani Salvadori  (UK)

 

 

Bravo India Lima: by Olivia Rana  (N Ireland)

 

 

For Richer, Poorer and Doritos: by Cheryl Miller-Fitzgerald (USA)

 

 

Except for One Thing: by Thomas Darlington Crancer (USA)

 

 

 

Notes from judge, Sean Lusk:

These memoirs took me on quite the journey – from the Grand Canyon to Tokyo, from Dublin to Colorado, from London to Poland. But a memoir is a journey in time, and many of these memoirs pinpointed the precise feeling of loss and longing and desire that memories evoke in us. Many were adventurous with form, being in the true sense ‘hybrid’ syntheses of essay, article, and story.

The winning memoirs (and it was hard to choose first, second, third and beyond) seemed to me to perfectly encapsulate the memoir, rising above form to call up a memory that felt intensely true and personal – at once particular and yet also universal. Except for One Thingis a tender, heartfelt account of coming to terms with grief. For Richer, Poorer and Doritos is beautifully observed, its sadness tinged with humour and, ultimately, acceptance. Bravo India Lima is a powerful and superbly observed memoir of the troubles in Northern Ireland, taking us from the eighties through the Good Friday Agreement and almost to the present day. Of Many Things I Have No Clear Remembranceis a collision of memories of words, artefacts and poems, a hybrid piece that captures the often fractured and uncertain nature of remembrance. Speaking of Loveis an enormously assured piece of writing, a story of a relationship told with deft sensuality and the troubling uncertainty of loss. Death by Overworkis a fascinating piece, set in Tokyo, the routine horror of train suicides punctuated by an English teacher’s regular conversations with his student, and a developing obsession with a woman merely glimpsed. It makes an unfamiliar culture seem both more alien and yet also intensely known. A Brown Nightis a harrowing story of a father’s attempt to take his own life, and the bravery of a nine-year-old girl who saves him and, in doing so, also saves herself. I found it very moving.

 Third placed story Escape Vanis another story that features psychological trauma and thoughts of suicide. Its honesty, the clarity of the writing and its redemptive quality are profoundly felt. It’s also written with quiet subtlety, with ever greater detail as the narrator responds once more to what life has to give. I thought it wonderful.

Second placed story, The Dead on Street Viewsurprised me. At first I feared it was going to be a lecture, with its dictionary definitions of the word ‘gatch’ (geáitse) and quotations, but it had me ensnared as the narrator observed the particular bend in their son’s neck, and then moved into the uses (and abuses) of google street view, and the notion that we are always looking back at the dead, as street view looks back in time. I thought it ingenious, and the ingenuity increased as the memoir made its case, and as the writing grew more lyrical and with such beautifully placed lines as ‘Each way lay an impaling’ and the aunt who says: ‘I’d like to know what I could’ve been.’ It’s well worth reading two or three times, this memoir, because it captures that longing for loss – lost time, lost moments, lost lives that is the epitome of memoir, while also playing skilfully with form.

 And finally, our first-placed story My Mother’s Daughter. This, it seems to me, does everything a memoir should – the slightly uncertain beginning, as the walk in the Grand Canyon is repeated three times through different photographs, reflecting the way memories come to us, initially uncertain before we impose our own sense and our own story upon them. The specificity of detail is so beautiful – the van, the lab, the trinkets. The relationship of the daughter with the mother, the ex-nun with a mischievous, even anarchic streak – is rendered perfectly. And their first moment of parting, the opening movement in the long parting to come, is simply exquisite. I was deeply touched by this memoir, as I was by so many I read. Judging these has truly been an honour. 

 

 


 

SHORT-LIST (43, in alphabetical order. There were 879 entries)

Boxes, Crates and Plastic-shrouded Pallets

Mara

Adamitz Scrupe

Ghosts

Amal

Alhomsi

From Enchanted Garden to Beguiling Seas

Clare

Allcard

My Mother’s Daughter

Anneke

Bender

Eggshells

Eleanor

Blake

ORPHEUS AFTER

Partridge

Boswell

Nozzy

Adam

Brown

Snake Handling

Grant

Buday

Escape Van

Sabine

Casparie

Still

Sarah Easter

Collins

Conversations in Hull

Sarah Easter

Collins

The Chevrotain

Lisa

Cortez

Exceot for one Thing

Thomas

Crancer

St Columba’s Curse

Sarah

Davies

Red and White

Wisteria

Deng

Cocoon

Yvonne

Fein

For Richer, Poorer and Doritos

Cheryl

Fitzgerald

My mum was a gardener

Sarah

Forbes

A Tale from the Silk Road

Stephen

Hayden

Beasts and Burdens

Emma

Hillier

A True Story About Mrs Smith

Rory

KILALEA

Rincon el Diablo

John

Ledford

Consider the Octopus

Francesca

Leonie

Deep Songs

Francesca

Leonie

Essay

Asya

Likhman

The first funeral

Harriet

Mason

Walking on Walls

Thelma

McGough

Tukwila Gold and Pawn

Nikita

Minkin

The year the clocks stopped

Clar 

Ni Chonghaile

How I Came to Spend Christmas in a Psychiatric Facility

Lauren

O’Donovan

Speaking of Love

Kathryn

Phelan

Standing in the Rain

Stephen

Policoff

Clip

Jay

Prosser

Bravo, India, Lima.

Olivia

Rana

Teach/Each/Ache: Notes from the
Fulton County Jail

Stuart

Robbins

The Dead on Street View

Nuala

Roche

Slammakin

Ailsa

Ross

Of many things I have no clear remembrance

Dani

Salvadori

Carrying the Griefcase or Death by Overwork

James

Scoles

A Walk Home

Michelle

Scorziello

The Distance Between Things

Carrie

Seymour

The Pink Hibiscus

Charlene

Smith

What to Expect When You’re Expecting Breast Cancer: Act I—Chemotherapy—Begins

Katie

Snyder

 

 


 

LONG-LIST (104. In Alphabetical Order. There were 879 entries)

Boxes, Crates and Plastic-shrouded Pallets

Mara

Adamitz Scrupe

Ghosts

Amal

Alhomsi

From Enchanted Garden to Beguiling Seas

Clare

Allcard

The Strange Legacy of a Diminutive Ghost

Anneke

Bender

My Mother’s Daughter

Anneke

Bender

Eggshells

Eleanor

Blake

Patriots’ Day

Partridge

Boswell

ORPHEUS AFTER

Partridge

Boswell

A Fiery Solace

Kevin

Brophy

Nozzy

Adam

Brown

Snake Handling

Grant

Buday

Dry Stone

James Roderick

Burns

Karmageddon

Lynn

Bushell

The Yellow Door

Mairéad

Carew

Escape Van

Sabine

Casparie

The Initiation

Jaineba

Chang

Shipwrecks

Stephanie

Colburn

Still

Sarah Easter

Collins

Conversations in Hull

Sarah Easter

Collins

My sister

jane

cornes maclean

The Chevrotain

Lisa

Cortez

Exceot for one Thing

Thomas

Crancer

Microwave Dinners & MTV

sally

cranswick

The Performance of Grief

Claudia

Cruttwell

Confession

Sarah

Davies

St Columba’s Curse

Sarah

Davies

Leaving Home

Teresa

DeCrescenzo

Red and White

Wisteria

Deng

Edith L. Slocum

Tim

Dennis

Names Will Never Again Hurt Me

Deirdre

Devally

The Gravy Train

Garret

Dwyer Joyce

Cocoon

Yvonne

Fein

For Richer, Poorer and Doritos

Cheryl

Fitzgerald

Do-Overs

Adrian

Fleur

My mum was a gardener

Sarah

Forbes

Last Dogs

Michael

Forester

The Lives We Leave Behind

Sally

Fox

This is Us

Sally

Fox

Zulu

TOM

FOX

Dear Mum

Joyce

Fox

The Other Half of Everything

Adrian

Fox

Casting On

Jane

Fraser

A Life in Three Plaits.

Ruth

Geldard

A Tale from the Silk Road

Stephen

Hayden

Beasts and Burdens

Emma

Hillier

Thirsty

Marcella

Hourihane

The Rocky Road

Rosemary

Johnston

Is Today Tuesday

Ann

Jolly

The Ash

Rosemary

Jones

A True Story About Mrs Smith

Rory

KILALEA

THE YEAR OF DEAD DAYS

Alice

Langley

Rincon el Diablo

John

Ledford

Consider the Octopus

Francesca

Leonie

Deep Songs

Francesca

Leonie

Essay

Asya

Likhman

Diary of an Iranian Schoolgirl

Mahta

Mansouri

The first funeral

Harriet

Mason

Flirting with the Pentecostals

Helen

McClements

Bare Naked Magic

Eileen

McFalls

Walking on Walls

Thelma

McGough

Tukwila Gold and Pawn

Nikita

Minkin

The Prodigal Son

Victoria

Mizen

Someone Young

Hannah

Morphet

The End

Carla

Myers

The year the clocks stopped

Clar 

Ni Chonghaile

Flames

Marilyn

Nunney

How I Came to Spend Christmas in a
Psychiatric Facility

Lauren

O’Donovan

He Waits for Me

fiona

O’Sullivan

Small and Lucky: One Mind’s Memoir

Kevin

ONeill

Speaking of Love

Kathryn

Phelan

Standing in the Rain

Stephen

Policoff

Problems in the Buying of Shampoo

Peter

Pool

Clip

Jay

Prosser

Mother of happiness

Marianne

Puxley

I Choose the Music

Marion

Quednau

Bravo, India, Lima

Olivia

Rana

Bravo, India, Lima.

Olivia

Rana

Crocodile Shoes

Jeff

Richards

Running in Thistles

Alina

Rios

Teach/Each/Ache: Notes from the Fulton County Jail

Stuart

Robbins

The Dead on Street View

Nuala

Roche

Slammakin

Ailsa

Ross

Goree Island

Zurina

Saban

Of many things I have no clear remembrance

Dani

Salvadori

A Daughter to Watch Over Her

Cathy

Schen

Blueberries

Anne

Schuchman

The Mommy Friends

Anne

Schuchman

Carrying the Griefcase or Death by Overwork

James

Scoles

A Walk Home

Michelle

Scorziello

The Distance Between Things

Carrie

Seymour

The Greyhound

Alan

Sincic

Brick by Brick

Vicki

Siska

Demolitions

Ruskin

Smith

The Pink Hibiscus

Charlene

Smith

What to Expect When You’re Expecting Breast Cancer: Act I—Chemotherapy—Begins

Katie

Snyder

Into the shadows; a memoir

Hayley

Solomon

A World Away

Charity

Starrett

Fathers’ Day

Claire

Steele

THE GREAT ONE

Michal Gregory

Stephens

Noli Me Tangere

Pamela

Swanborough

The Blue Curtain

Jackie

Taylor

It Never Rains in Wycombe

Jennifer

Twomey

Good Girl

Kayla Pica

Williams

Himalayan Sunset

Scott

Winkler

 

 

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