On behalf of all of us at Fish, we congratulate the 10 winners who made it to the Anthology, and those writers who made the long and short-lists.
Blake Morrison
2021 Judge
Selected by Blake Morrison.
These 10 winners will be published in the Fish Anthology 2021.
FIRST Blood and Roses |
by Mary E. |
Black (N. Ireland) |
SECOND Becoming |
by Hannah |
Persaud (Stroud, UK) |
THIRD Dreams of Foreign Cities |
by Martha G. |
Wiseman (New York) |
HONORARY MENTIONS, |
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Schmaltz |
by Francesca |
Humphreys (London) |
Broken Lines |
by Mary |
Brown (Ireland) |
Fissure |
by Ellyn |
Gelman (Connecticut, USA) |
Before the Dark Hour of Reason |
by Kevin |
Acott (London) |
Borderline Insanity |
by Anthony |
Dew (England) |
Dancing with Parkinson’s |
by Leslie |
Mapp (London) |
I have my suspicions about that Dachshund |
by Alice |
Jolly (Stroud, UK) |
Mary E. Black is a medical doctor and storyteller from Northern Ireland. She engages with coral reefs, conflict zones, Covid-19 and climate change and writes opinion columns. Mary won the 2021 IWC Novel Fair with Keep Darkness from the Door, a commercial medical drama set in 1980’s Ireland and inspired by a true scandal. An oarsman rescued her from pirates in the Bay of Bengal. Their two children were born underwater and are champion sailors. She sings. @DrMaryBlack
Hannah Persaud was born in England and spent her first twenty years moving around England and then South East Asia before settling in London where she promptly fell in love with a Canadian and uprooted again for Toronto. She now lives in Stroud with her family. Her debut novel The Codes of Love was published in 2020 just before covid changed everything, and her short stories have won numerous prizes. She plans to write a full-length memoir.
Martha G. Wiseman has published poetry, fiction, and nonfiction; four of her essays have appeared in The Georgia Review. Her growing up was split between North Carolina and New York City. Brief lives in the theatre and as a dancer and choreographer preceded her careers as editor, bookseller, and, most happily, teacher of writing and literature at Skidmore College, from which she recently retired. Now, she writes and reads.
Francesca Humphreys is studying for a Masters in Creative and Life Writing at Goldsmiths, University of London. She was born and raised in London and trained as a singer and actor. In her writing, she examines the scope of her appetites, the role that hunger has played in shaping her identity and the effects of what she calls ‘inherited immigrant syndrome’. When not writing, Francesca teaches high-octane indoor cycling classes and pilates.
Mary Brown once lived in a cottage with lime trees and a hammock from which she could watch starlings rearranging the evening sky. She has been a nocturnal walker in three cities. She has played the other woman in a Mexican fotonovela. Noticing how many of her plots hinge on plumbing – from Roman to anatomical – she wonders what her subconscious is up to. Once it was dancing tangos that made her float. Now it’s the Donegal sea.
Ellyn Gelman is a storyteller by nature and recently decided to capture her stories on the page. After earning an MFA in creative writing, she relocated to Manhattan to write, attend theater andwander the museums. When the pandemic shut down NY City, she moved to Connecticut whereshe still lives. Her best adventures include dogsledding on a glacier in Alaska and white waterrafting down the Rio Grande.
Kevin Acott is a lecturer, photographer and glutton for punishment who supports Spurs, loves Trieste, North Carolina and Greenland, listens to Motown, Emmylou and Jah Wobble, stares lovingly at Victorian architecture, and drinks Redbreast and Eagle Rare (though not usually at the same time). Born in Edmonton, he spent most of his adult life in Surrey with his nose pressed up against London’s window, before finally breaking in again and making it to Crouch End.
Anthony Dew has been a seaman, writer, artist, artisan, flouter of orders, rescuer of distressed seabirds and toads, hippy, deadhead, lover of all varieties of women, faithful husband (more than once), father, grandfather and designer and maker of some of the most beautiful (and the biggest) rocking-horses in this world or previous ones. He forgot to mention learner and teacher. He laughs at cameras and is ten times older than he looks.
Leslie Mapp writes from the inside about living with Parkinson’s, the incurable brain condition that progressively disrupts your movement, thinking and feeling. Having been writing short stories, imagining other people’s lives, on diagnosis Leslie realized that the big story was now his own. Dancing with Parkinson’s, tells of an unexpected discovery along the way.
Alice Jolly’s most recent novel Mary Ann Sate, Imbecile was runner up for the Rathbones Folio Prize in 2018. Alice has also won the Pen Ackerley Prize and the V.S. Pritchett Memorial Prize. Her short stories have appeared in Prospect, Ploughshares, The Manchester Review, Litro and Fairlight. She teaches creative writing at Oxford University.
Blood and Roses
A compelling piece by a Northern Irish doctor detailing her experiences in war-torn Sarajevo, where she worked to help badly wounded civilians escape for medical treatment in Germany. Narrated in fragments – the logic of which is beautifully accounted for in the concluding section – the piece moves from the image of Sarejevo roses commemorating the dead, through her doctor-parents’ involvement with blood donors, to her own humanitarian and medical work for the WHO. There’s the odd typo but it’s powerful first-hand, front-line reportage, careful to avoid any taint of voyeurism, both compassionate and composed throughout.
Becoming
A set of narrative fragments or vignettes, assembled like a mosaic; spots of time from a life lived in Nepal, India, London and Yorkshire; each piece clear and compelling; several of them evoking moments of threat. As the title suggests, the narrative, though fractured and episodic, is about the growth of an individual and an exploration of identity – as told by someone caught between different cultures and ethnicities. I hope the writer will keep going and add more.
Dreams of Foreign Cities
At one level an exploration of a failed marriage; at another a meditation on the part that cities, real or imagined, can play in a life. The tone is elegiac but not self-pitying; dialogue is expertly handled. The last of the dreams running through it ends on a note of courage and hope.
Schmaltz
Beautifully written and constructed piece about the friendship and video calls/texts between two women, one in London, the other New York, both Jewish and both much preoccupied by their Jewishness. It’s a fascinating exploration of ‘inherited immigrant syndrome’, touching on loneliness, mothers and failed relationships with men as well as identity.
Broken Lines
Short, powerful, first-hand account of the 1986 earthquake in Mexico City, as experienced by a woman who’d gone there after her father’s death and was on the verge of meeting a man who might have told her more about him. The ending is inconclusive, but necessarily so. I liked the detailed recollection of the trauma, including the ‘accordion’ effect of flattened buildings.
Fissure
The piece might have been called ‘Trees’ or ‘Roots’ but the aptness of the title is revealed in the final paragraph. It’s a story in part about the end of a marriage – and a woman in mid-life wanting and finding more than marriage can give her. Partly set in a writers’ retreat, it’s well-structured and subtly resolved.
Before The Dark Hour of Reason
Or, as it might have been titled ’saudade’, since that’s the concept, almost impossible to define, that the piece sets out to explore, along with memories of a lifelong close friend. A bold foray into the inexpressible, which lifts off to great effect with its long riff, or list, on pages 7-9.
Borderline Insanity
A clever double-take on a neighbourly dispute, the first third a visceral account of the narrator’s attack on a farmer, the rest a dialogue which slowly reveals a) the source of the dispute, b) that the attack took place only in the narrator’s imagination, and c) how the dispute was really (almost comically) resolved. Innovative and engaging.
Dancing with Parkinson’s
A wonderfully informative piece about what Parkinson’s feels like from the inside. The first half works best by focusing on dance; the second half is more of a summary rather than recounting particular episodes. I’d love to see the author write a whole book on the subject.
I Have My Suspicions about That Dachshund
Gripping account about the theft of a dog (along with a truck) and its recovery. Simple, direct and at times very funny, with revealing insights into both the schisms in and the tightness of a rural community.
There are 60 memoirs on the short-list. (There were 1,301 entries in total.)
Note: It has been suggested that we only publish authors’ names from the long and short-listed entries, and not the titles. If this is a concern, please email info@fishpublishing.com.
How could you be so stupid? A dialogue with myself. |
Stephen |
Abbott |
Lost Chord |
Hal |
Ackerman |
The Dark Of Reason |
KEVIN |
ACOTT |
Friends |
Dom |
Amatuzio |
The House of Caves |
Polly |
Atkin |
A Summer’s Day |
Tony |
Barrett |
Melting Time |
Francesca |
Beddie |
Blood and Roses |
Mary |
Black |
The Last Day of the USSR |
Terry |
Bushell |
Framing the Land |
Linda |
Calvey |
How to Hold A Chopstick |
Jenny |
Chang |
Driftwood |
casey |
charles |
Up the Town |
Emma |
Cummins |
some times abroad |
Penelope |
Curtis |
Borderline Insanity |
Anthony |
Dew |
Ripper |
Bryony |
Doran |
half made up … |
Rebecca |
Farmer |
The point is the butterfly drowns |
Nikki |
Friedman |
Fissure |
Ellyn |
Gelman |
The Duck-Rabbit Thing |
Lou |
Goldberg |
River Hunt |
fred |
haefele |
Queen Catherine’s Kitchen |
Jonathan |
Hauxwell |
The Canyons of Her Mind |
Lesley |
Holmes |
Born with a Bomb |
Helga |
Horsthemke |
Till Someone Else Remains |
Porter |
Huddleston |
Don’t Feed on Carrion |
Mary |
Irving |
I have my suspicions about that Dachshund |
Alice |
Jolly |
First find the right soill |
anne m |
jones |
The Lake |
Caitriona |
Kelly |
One of Those Girls |
Lucinda |
Kempe |
Wyatt Brothers |
Tom |
King |
Schmaltz |
Francesca |
Leonie |
Fat Lip |
Stephanie |
Liberatore |
Traverse and restore |
Priya |
Logan |
Burbank Circle |
Angela |
Long |
Dancing with Parkinson’s |
Leslie |
Mapp |
Memoir of a National Service Officer |
Brian |
Martin |
Jimmy Cagney’s Not My Dad |
Sherri |
Matthews |
The Ides of March |
Matt |
Mauch |
Skin Craft |
Marcia |
Meier |
Idling away |
Jørgen |
Møller |
Aldersnap |
Marion |
Molteno |
Stranded |
paddy |
moore |
A Bucket of Current |
John |
Moran |
Holes |
Liz |
Nicholas |
Controlling chaos |
Julia |
O’Hara |
Of All Things Temporary |
Adam |
O’Keeffe |
Becoming |
Hannah |
Persaud |
The Truth Tale |
PIA |
RABIN |
Bread Run |
Richard |
Robbins |
Johannesburg 1954 |
Ruth |
Schmidt Neven |
The Beat May Not Go On |
Marcia |
Schultz |
Belfast |
Michelle |
Scorziello |
Reflection on Mortality |
pierce |
scranton |
The Headingly Cowboy |
Chris |
Smith |
Buzz Saw in Seven Parts |
Carmen |
Speer |
To Tahiti in 2020 |
Rachael |
Sprot |
Eleven Seconds |
Julia |
Tjeknavorian |
The Dead They’re Never Coming Back |
Robert |
Wallace |
The Sense of a Funeral |
Donna |
Ward |
Dreams of Foreign Cities |
Martha |
Wiseman |
The Baby Book |
Graham |
Woodroffe |
There are 196 memoirs on the long-list. (There were 1,301 entries in total.)
How could you be so stupid? A dialogue with myself. |
Stephen |
Abbott |
Lost Chord |
Hal |
Ackerman |
The Dark Of Reason |
KEVIN |
ACOTT |
Square Level True |
Mara |
Adamitz Scrupe |
Take Wing Sis |
Tess |
Adams |
Neither here, nor there |
Amanda |
Addison |
Friends |
Dom |
Amatuzio |
Slices of Life |
janet |
applegarth |
The House of Caves |
Polly |
Atkin |
Out There |
Doaa |
Baker |
A Summer’s Day |
Tony |
Barrett |
Bandaged legs on a floral bedspread |
Roxanne |
Batty |
Tiny Golden Seeds |
Kathy |
Beach |
Melting Time |
Francesca |
Beddie |
LOOKING FOR A WAGON |
Carole |
Berkson |
Women Bleed |
Sue |
Bevan |
How could it happen? |
Judy |
Birkbeck |
Blood and Roses |
Mary |
Black |
House |
rosalind |
bouverie |
Broken Lines |
Mary |
Brown |
The Legacy |
J. R. |
Brown |
The Last Day of the USSR |
Terry |
Bushell |
My Time to Shine |
Derek |
Byrne |
Framing the Land |
Linda |
Calvey |
Puta de Cana |
Maria |
Carson |
How to Hold A Chopstick |
Jenny |
Chang |
Driftwood |
casey |
charles |
Zanzibar |
Phyllida |
Clarke |
A Woman In White |
Edel |
Coffey |
On Track |
Rhonda |
Collis |
reunion |
Rebecca |
Couper |
God’s Clothesline |
Eanlai |
Cronin |
Up the Town |
Emma |
Cummins |
Mystic Hills |
Charles |
Curtis |
some times abroad |
Penelope |
Curtis |
The Crossing to England |
Amir |
Darwish |
The Artist and the Birdman |
Katherine |
Davey |
Parts Per Million |
Andrew |
DeVoy |
Borderline Insanity |
Anthony |
Dew |
A Significance of Blood |
bryony |
doran |
Ripper |
bryony |
doran |
Ripper |
Bryony |
Doran |
The Merry-Go-Round |
Elizabeth |
Doyle |
Duff by Nature |
Nicola |
Duff |
“A Pink Tale” |
ana |
duffy |
Disgraced |
Jennifer |
Durban |
Arches |
Julian |
Edelman |
Sands of Time |
Mel |
Eldridge |
UNEVEN SURFACES |
Carmen |
Estevez |
Being Middle Class or Brexit and Me |
mary |
evans |
half made up … |
Rebecca |
Farmer |
My very, very old mum |
max |
farrar |
Soviet Childhood |
Victor |
Figueroa |
Time Trial |
Dave |
Fisher |
Duckie and Me |
Robert |
Freedman |
The Pilgrimage |
Jane |
Freeman |
The point is the butterfly drowns |
Nikki |
Friedman |
Scottish Convent Boy |
Mark |
Gallacher |
Fissure |
Ellyn |
Gelman |
“The Limited Possibility of Second Chances” |
Sharon |
Gillespie |
Seven Things You Might Not Know About Fainting Goats |
DIANE |
GOETTEL |
The Duck-Rabbit Thing |
Lou |
Goldberg |
Mother, Mother: Lost and Found |
Lisa |
Greggo |
ALL THE KING’S HORSES |
JULIA |
GRIGG |
River Hunt |
fred |
haefele |
Naming Dogs from Memory |
Neil |
Harrison |
Queen Catherine’s Kitchen |
Jonathan |
Hauxwell |
Ride into the dark |
Michael |
Heffernan |
Return to Innocence |
Niall |
Heffernan |
Connecticut: A Horse Happening |
Janet M |
Hicks |
Unwritten Postcards from the Void |
Rachael |
Hill |
Certain Changes in the Region of the Heart |
Judy |
Hindley |
You on a Mountain |
Rachel |
Hinkel-Wang |
The Canyons of Her Mind |
Lesley |
Holmes |
Water and Unity 水共洪 |
Allison |
Hong Merrill |
ARRIVAL |
Kim |
Hope |
Born with a Bomb |
Helga |
Horsthemke |
Dumb Cow |
Liz |
Houchin |
Whispering to Our Sons |
Porter |
Huddleston |
The Tillamook Conspiracy |
Porter |
Huddleston |
Till Someone Else Remains |
Porter |
Huddleston |
Shoveling Sand (Updated Version) |
Justin |
Hunt |
Bulls and Scars |
Nick |
Hunt |
Chicken |
Giovanna |
Iozzi |
Don’t Feed on Carrion |
Mary |
Irving |
Escape from Execution |
Sagamba Muhira & |
James Page |
I have my suspicions about that Dachshund |
Alice |
Jolly |
Brian and me – his illness, my life |
Portland |
Jones |
All You Need To Know About Grandad |
Romi |
Jones |
First find the right soill |
anne m |
jones |
Not Brave Enough |
Linda |
Jorgenson |
A Morning Tide |
Avril |
Joy |
The Blarney Man |
John |
Karter |
“No One Will Notice.” |
Brian |
Kelly |
The Lake |
Caitriona |
Kelly |
The System |
Bella |
Kemble |
One of Those Girls |
Lucinda |
Kempe |
Whatever Else |
Jim |
King |
Shoot the Messenger |
Tom |
King |
Wyatt Brothers |
Tom |
King |
Rosaleen |
Peter |
Kingston |
Again and Again |
Sally |
Krueger-Wyman |
Two Trips Behind the Iron Curtain |
Joanne |
Langdale |
Time Laid Gently On Its Side |
Kathleen |
Langstroth |
Peg o’ My Heart |
Katherine |
Leisering |
Health and Safety |
Siobhan |
Lennon |
Moses |
Siobhan |
Lennon |
Schmaltz |
Francesca |
Leonie |
A Pinch of paprika |
Helen |
Lewis |
Fat Lip |
Stephanie |
Liberatore |
“Disappear” |
Scott |
Lipanovich |
Traverse and restore |
Priya |
Logan |
Burbank Circle |
Angela |
Long |
The Sacred Disease |
Daniel |
Lovatt |
A Matter of Softness |
Teegan |
Mannion |
Dancing with Parkinson’s |
Leslie |
Mapp |
Memoir of a National Service Officer |
Brian |
Martin |
Jimmy Cagney’s Not My Dad |
Sherri |
Matthews |
The Ides of March |
Matt |
Mauch |
Black Flowers and Brahms |
Barbara |
Mayo-Wells |
The Room above the E of Eden |
Jo |
Mazelis |
The Monday Man |
Angela |
McCabe |
Sinners and Saints |
Alan |
McCormick |
Commonplace |
Laura |
McDonagh |
This is why, this is me. |
Graham |
Meaden |
Skin Craft |
Marcia |
Meier |
On Writing Home |
Barbara |
Mogerley |
Idling away |
Jørgen |
Møller |
Aldersnap |
Marion |
Molteno |
Aldersnap |
Marion |
Molteno |
Crow Pose |
Mandy |
Moore |
Stranded |
paddy |
moore |
A Bucket of Current |
John |
Moran |
THe Girl That Flies |
Catherine |
Moscatt |
Flies |
Sean W |
Murphy |
Sunday Afternoons With Ian. |
Nicola |
Murray |
Ma |
Colleen |
Newquist |
THE HOUSE ON MAIN STREET |
Cláir |
Ní Aonghusa |
Holes |
Liz |
Nicholas |
Sausage in the pushchair |
Judith |
Nicol |
I Knew the President’s Name |
Jen |
Nightingale |
Martial Law |
Amanda |
Noble |
In a Nickname |
Eileen |
O’Connor |
Locker Lockout |
Joan |
O’Grady |
Controlling chaos |
Julia |
O’Hara |
Of All Things Temporary |
Adam |
O’Keeffe |
Death’s Alphabet: Prolegomenon to A Memoir |
TAIWO ADETUNJI |
OSINUBI |
Virginity |
Ainhoa |
Palacios |
Routeburn |
Mellisa |
Pascale |
Becoming |
Hannah |
Persaud |
A Sunday Dinner Outing |
Vivian |
Pisano |
The Truth Tale |
PIA |
RABIN |
The Fabulous Salami Brothers |
Mat |
Ricardo |
FRENCH AFFAIRS |
Jane |
Riddell |
Bread Run |
Richard |
Robbins |
Failing Angela |
Rob |
Roberts |
Parabola |
Howard |
Robertson |
Unravelling |
Carey |
Saunders |
Johannesburg 1954 |
Ruth |
Schmidt Neven |
The Beat May Not Go On |
Marcia |
Schultz |
Belfast |
Michelle |
Scorziello |
Reflection on Mortality |
pierce |
scranton |
13 Months |
Kelley |
Smith |
Playing Statues with Iris |
Richard |
Smith |
Though she is fierce she is loved |
Richard |
Smith |
The Headingly Cowboy |
Chris |
Smith |
What’s So Bad about Rape? |
Carmen |
Speer |
Buzz Saw in Seven Parts |
Carmen |
Speer |
Skyway |
Kate |
Spitzmiller |
To Tahiti in 2020 |
Rachael |
Sprot |
An Epic Bromance or Rocky has His Day in Court |
Faye |
Srala |
Love Bottle |
Jill |
Strachan |
Tomorrow I Will Ask Him What He Really Did In The War |
Kevin |
Sutton |
A View Near the Borderline |
Ann |
Thompson |
Eleven Seconds |
Julia |
Tjeknavorian |
GIVING UP |
Lily |
Todd |
Scarcely Loved |
Elizabeth |
Tranquilli |
Feast Day |
Natasha |
Tripney |
TWO EGGS FOR ABBOTT AND COSTELLO |
Erica |
Van Horn |
Blind Spot |
Lynette |
Vialet |
The Dead They’re Never Coming Back |
Robert |
Wallace |
Black and Blue |
Roxy |
Walsh |
Into the Blue |
Michelle |
Walshe |
Rupture |
Cally |
Ward |
The Sense of a Funeral |
Donna |
Ward |
A little book of friends – Yanick |
Michael |
Wells |
One Dark Blot |
Brad |
Whitehurst |
Rhodesia 1966 |
Elizabeth |
Whittome |
The Engineer’s Daughter |
Mary |
Williams |
The Reflecting Pool And Other Brushes With The Unexplained |
Guinotte |
Wise |
Dreams of Foreign Cities |
Martha |
Wiseman |
The Baby Book |
Graham |
Woodroffe |
The Child is father to the Man |
Michael |
Woolman |
Where Are You Now? |
Enda |
Wyley |
Replanting again and again |
Aydin |
Yildirim |
Pavan and Me: A Non-Retirement Story |
Claire |
Yurdin |
Parents Night |
Jim |
Zervanos |